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a lot of wine last night w/ good friends. manal made couscous and vegetables and meat.
we laid on the floor and talked. mostly about love.
pretending to be asleep on the sofa-bed, i watched denni get his photography gear together for a wedding shoot. he tried not to make too much noise. mouthed a "good-bye." it startled him.
they have a good life.
I've blown my chance.
Gibran's take on love...yeah
Going to celebrate lynn's birthday in orangeville.
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| 12:20pm 04/02/2003 |
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| 01:05am 27/12/2002 |
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stayed up long enogh
going to bed
'night |
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| 02:37pm 26/12/2002 |
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my brother just gave me some contraband Jones Soda. the inside the of caps says that I will be good in competitive sports. |
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| 01:41pm 26/12/2002 |
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The gift giving this year has been substantially less than in past years. We've all experienced a financial drain of sorts - but it was lovely, regardless.
Received small and wonderful gifts. Priya made me a book. Vanesa made me chimes out of sea shells. Pajamas and books from the rest of the family. Dad loved the scarf i made for him.
Dad ushered me in his office later that day. asked about my future plans (we have this talk every couple of months). Surprisingly he asked if I was happy. he surprised me further by saying that he was proud of me. funny how family things go.
this has been one of the best christmases i've had in a long time.
current music: cold play - trouble |
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| 01:16am 25/12/2002 |
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I suppose tonight is a good a night as any to learn about the wonderful world of typesetting.
Sadly enough, I'm only familiar w/ leading.
Merry christmas.
also happens to be my niece's 8th birthday.
my sister has a feeling that she is carrying twins.
twins run very heavily on mum's side. |
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| 10:33am 24/12/2002 |
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i have never gotten so much sleep in my life.
*yawn
it must be the three duvets. I'm so tightly cocooned that I can't rouse myself. |
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| 05:49pm 23/12/2002 |
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christmas shopping done. spoke to lynn briefly. maybe i'll make a trip to Orangeville again before school starts. we could go home together then.
haven't spoken to jasmine yet. have the feeling she is avoiding me.
the last quiz i shall ever take.
Which Ultimate Beautiful Woman are You?
brought to you by Quizilla |
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| 11:19am 23/12/2002 |
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gauguin show in toronto
modigliani show in buffalo
I'm going to see both. I'm going to smuggle my camera in. |
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| 10:05am 23/12/2002 |
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out of momentary depression of last night.
have enough to keep me busy, namely shopping.
two more articles to write for the tribune
mess w/ the design features of quark
see old friends, sab and the baby, jas, old roommate, old band
clean the house
bake
get new years eve plans
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| 01:06am 23/12/2002 |
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It feels strange to be back home. montreal is no longer a good fit. it's funny the changes that have taken place here. my sister told me that that's she pregnant. the parents are on some type of religious crusade, i hardly get to see them. my brother is more aloof than usual. the nieces are growing up too quickly.
i miss welland, but that city won't be home to me much longer. where will i go?
i've been looking at some internship possibilities in toronto, mainly art galleries and television. i'm also looking to the states. wouldn't mind being in chicago, or someplace else.
i'm worried about finances. i'm worried that i haven't been in a relationship for almost 2 years now. i'm worried about not writing. i'm worried that i might not have children.
the anais nin quote comes to mind often
and the day came when the risk the risk to remain tight in a bud was more painful than the risk it took to blossom.
i have so much more to do...
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| 05:40pm 21/12/2002 |
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during the week i stayed in Orangeville, lynn and I, and sometimes her folks, would watch "100 shocking moments in rock history." Chris (Lynn's dad) thought the the most shocking moment would be when the music died (buddy holly, big bopper, and richie v.). I said it would be john lennon's death, and i was right. it was a good series, wouldn't mind buying the video.
upon returning o montreal, I've been napping and eating, not necessarily in that order. It's pretty unfortunate because i start modeling the second week of January. i suppose i'll let the students artistically interpret the rolls of fat around my tummy. I should start training for this. I have a tendency to sit straight and still for some time, but three hours, hmmm....
Lynn's parents are from liverpool. Their accent is amazing...very harsh and slightly sing-song like. Ruth and Chris, unbelievably nice people.
I miss Lynn, and her ani defranco(sp?) tapes, and her mr. ro-bo-to routine. |
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| 05:38am 21/12/2002 |
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after months of not being able to log onto AIM, MSN messenger, and Yahoo, I am able to do so now. Strange. |
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| 05:21am 21/12/2002 |
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after 12 hrs of traveling time I'm finally home.
one week spent in Orangeville, Ontario w/ Lynn and her family.
good times. |
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| 10:16am 12/12/2002 |
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here're the peer evaluations for my presentation of grand theft auto
"concise, to the point"
"clearly presented"
"great topic"
"Alka was good in talking about ethnocentrism, pastoralism, etc..."
"Dusty needs to get out of the way of the overhead"
"Alka did a good job of talking to the class and not reading from notes.' |
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| 10:33am 04/12/2002 |
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oh my!
I don't have the knack for journalistic writing and this crummy article, along with two others, are going to print in two hours.
everyone will now know i'm a fraudy writer.
wait! this thing gets edited first, it might not all be bad.
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| 09:02pm 01/12/2002 |
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there's about a foot and a half of snow outside. I'm in the imac lab at school, and i'm trying to figure out a way to leave this building.
i downloaded AIM, but it won't work. Figures.
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| 09:13pm 27/11/2002 |
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I'm going to be a model! For an art class, that is. :) :) :)
>Hi Alka
>I am always looking for "occasional" models. I have agroup of regulars that
>I deal with but I like to have others on staff as well for occasional
>changes. It would by no means be a regular job but it pays 15.45 per hour
>one class would give you 3 hours.
>The big question that I always feel strange asking is clothed or nude? We
>use both here.
>If you want to come over and see me I am in B7 of the Black Walnut
>building. Let me know and we can set up a time.
>Thanks Alka
>James
I'm also going to scan some pics of my roommates and post then. |
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| 09:28pm 20/11/2002 |
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arrrrrgggggggggg
I should not be getting my period a week early!!!!! |
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| 05:54pm 11/11/2002 |
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